No longer's,

2010-05-08T15:37:00.002+08:00

Last post :B

2010-03-19T15:31:00.003+08:00

Last update on what i did today:

Woke up at 8 > Meet B at 930, walked to rasheed's place > Slacked with b, rasheed, rachelg, said @ rasheed's place > bused to schl > soft launch > Tm w B, rasheed, rachelg, perry, brandon > cs with them > had lunch > home.

might be going for movie later :)

a update, before i closes down my blog.

don't see a point in blogging anymore, will only be using twitter/plurk/tumblr/fb/msn.

don't like the idea of relatives/unknowns viewing my blog, don't like the idea of a private blog. too lazy to invite peeps.

Best = No blog. :3

Life's okay, i have awesome people around me :)

Bye blogger ~

# 27

2010-03-15T15:21:00.004+08:00

Wednesday, March 10 - Schooled, slacked & ate dinner w May, Bitch, Carmen, Qw.

Thursday, March 11 - Schooled, slacked & ate dinner tgt with B.

Friday, March 12 - Schooled. Went to meet B, Xbrandon, and Rasheed. Slacked till 3 or so, went mac meet with May and Zl. Went back school bball court. Wr&Co, Leslie, Ruiheng was there. Played, Joked, chased leslie around ._. Sigh, damn miss sec one. D: Around 6 or so, security guard chased us out :/ So went Mac with May, Bitch, Hc, Herman, Wenrui and Justin. Foodwar, :D After which, cab back 33 with them and slacked .

Saturday, March 13 - Met Bitch at Whitesands. Accompanied her for her lunch and cab back home. Slacked, bathed etc, cab over Tampines. Shopped a lil, had our dinner at Tm's Ajisen. Met Qingwen and May after our dinner at Marina. Cab over to floating platform. Concert ended around 11 + or so, cab back bedok mac for supper. Around 1 or so, Bitch's parents came to drive us home. :)

Sunday, March 14 - 6th Monthsary. :] but b's busy. So , met with Wenrui, Adison and Herman at bedok interchange around 7 +. Went May's place, watched transformers awhile, went down to mac to have my dinner. After dinner, went bball court & playground to slack. Cab home after that.

Monday, March 15 - Whitesand with Daddy just now, had our lunch and went to make my ez link card. Shopped a lil and went back home. Gonna work later , :/ Bye .

More than words can say , (L)

2010-03-14T23:12:00.002+08:00

Sixth, ♥ ily

Update tomorrow instead,real tired.

2010-03-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

Post tomorrow or Sunday !
Am a busy and happy girl :)

# 26

2010-03-09T20:21:00.002+08:00

Friday, 5th.

Schooled, met with B after school. 4 + went Lavender and meet with Mum, make passports stuff and etc. Went home to bathe, etc. Met B, Ryan and Nichelle at Century Square. Waited for them to finish their dinner and caught the 830 show for 'Alice in the Wonderland' with B and Ryan. After movie, cab home.

Sunday, 7th.

Met with Bitch around 6 or so at Tm with her parents aswell. Bought her phone and headed to Bugis. Shopped around bugis and went burger king for our dinner. Shopped for awhile more and back home.

Monday, 8th

Schooled, kinda fun :). After school went 3n2 wait , then trained to Pasir Ris with B, Mandric and Yuheng. Watched ' Dear John ' and E!Hub. Didn't really pay attention though, talked in cine for most of the time. Movie was alright. Wasn't as nice and touching as i expected it to be. After movie, shared cab w Yuheng and Mandric, homed.

Tuesday, 9th.

School sucks badly. ==" After school, went to find Kx and Elle with Zhiling. After tt went slack w B. met with Bitch opposite school and cab home with her around 6. Slacked, bitched, ate. May came around 8 +.

- Two faced ; Hypocrites all around .

# 25

2010-03-04T20:34:00.003+08:00

Just on com. Gonna go offline and head to bed(maybe) after i make a quick post. Oh, and i won't be blogging often or online so much anymore. Will only be updating twitter and maybe plurk using itouch. Busy w life.

School was alright today. Whole class had to stay back for awhile and talk to Mr Hafiz. After tat, went Bedok Stadium for the Upper Sec heats. Met b. Slacked and chatted with RachelG and Yuheng while we waited for B, rasheed, and mandric to finish their races/etc. Some stuffs happened, mood went down. Thanks RachelG, Yuheng and Rasheed for caring. :) After heats, walked to bedok interchange with Rasheed and B to meet with Mum. Accompanied her for her dinner and went home. Bye, nights world.
Not gonna care so much about fs anymore.

2010-03-01T20:22:00.001+08:00

Mad awesome song + lyrics :)

yesterday went shopping with my bitch at around 730pm cuz i slept till 630pm xD. Shopped at T1, Tm, and Cs. Had our dinner at t1's secret recipe and we bitched about people for like 2 hr +. homed around 1030 or so, mad awesome day cuz i get to buy 3 tops & a wallet. Mad love shopping trips w bitch :D

To my dearest boy,

2010-02-28T11:07:00.006+08:00

I love you, because you're always there for me when i'm upset.

I love you, because you're always there to cheer me up.

I love you, because you're always there to make me smile, no matter how upset i am.

I love you, because you're always there to lend me a listening ear.

I love you, because you're always there to lend me a shoulder to cry on.

I love you, because you're always there to give me a hug and assure me that everything will be alright.

I love you, because when i'm with you, i know everything will be okay.

I love you, because when i'm with you, i'm happy.

I love you, for everything you've done for me.

I love you, for everything you've sacrificed for me.

I love you, because you'll always forgive me.

I love you, because you'll always give in to me.

I love you, no matter what happens, no matter what you do.

I love you, N. :)

" you may be one person to the world, But you may be the world to one person."

# 24

2010-02-27T15:29:00.002+08:00

Booz.

Just reach home, damn slpy nw. Quick post before i head to bed ;D

Yesterday, chelle reached arnd 1130 plus. Slacked, ate my medcine and went to slp cus i was real tired. 3am plus, Yongxuan spam called both of us. == Went down fetch him up. Slacked, shared ghost stories, craps, h2h talks, etc. Went down, played t/d, etc. Ordered Mac breakfast, Yongxuan treated cus he don't dare to do smth xP 8 + went Bugis w/ Chelle, yx, xy. Walked around, shopped, etc. 11 plus met Mum and Bro at Lavender. Made passports, etc. Went back bugis to have our lunch. Home arnd 3.

# 23

2010-02-26T22:53:00.006+08:00

HIHIHI. Sorry for the lack of update. I'm busy and i seldom use com nowadays. Cyberworld's getting more and more boring.

Wednesday's

- Schl > Oppo schl > Mac > 202 w/ Ryan, Nic, Mandric, Lifang, Nichelle, Brandon > Home, AndresPangz & Aiai came ^^. Miss them alot, esp Toot cuz long time no see alr. he keep dancing ;D > Sent APGJ to bus stop, saw clare, alvin, etc > Dinner w/ Aiai > Home agn with her > Sent her home > Home

Thursday's

Schl > Oppo schl w/ usuals > Home to bathe etc > Bedok Stadium to meet w Clique xcept Zhijia > Went Qw's hse placeground there with may, ate, slacked > Bedok Simpang > Home.

Today's

Home around 6. Went expo with Kor & Sist, to buy tickets. Saw Chelle and her mum. Chatted for awhile and she followed us. Homed arnd 10. Waiting for Chelle, Xy, and maybe Yongxuan to come my hse nw ^^

Done. Fuck die life , BYE .

2010-02-23T21:04:00.002+08:00

" Sometimes you build walls around you not to keep people out,

but to see who cares enough to break them down. "

Sometimes i rly wonder why are some people just so fucking kpo.

you're not involved in anything , you're not close with all of us, then why do you comment so much?

if you only know one side of the story, then just shut the fuck up k ? cus its nt your business at all. TYVM.

我做错选择了吗。。。？

# 22

2010-02-23T20:32:00.003+08:00

yesterday.

Met w/ nic, mandric & yuheng > schl > slacked @ 3n2 > home > century sq, met Clare, Jialin, Shermin > Watched Percy Jacksons & the Olympians : the lightning thief. Percy Jackson's damn hot ^^ my new idol ! > Tampines inter, met Rasheed & nic > slacked under mandric's block > home @ 10+

today,

didn't attend schl. Flu + Cough + Fever.. :(

2010-02-19T16:55:00.001+08:00

Sometimes you gotta get fucked up to feel sober, cry to see clear and fall down a hundred times before you learn to pick yourself up again.

# 21

2010-02-15T09:29:00.005+08:00

Cny day one ;

Went around east area first , after that cabbed to Clementi. Had dinner, slacked. 7+ went over to Nicole's place with her & Germaine. waited for her to changed , after that slacked at her place awhile. took bus to Jurong Point, had Oreo cheesecake & white chocolate mocha at Starbucks. Chatted alot about horoscopes and it was super funny :D -Aquarius very kan chiong! inside joke :3 Shopped around, took bus back to Clementi. Ran back to aunt's place cus Germaine keep scaring herself & me ==. Back at aunt's place around 1020. slacked, put on masks, h2h talk, slept. home around early midnight.

don't come back when you know, you're gonna leave again.

# 20

2010-02-13T22:23:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling really confused right now. Sometimes I really wonder if letting go and giving up is that easy.

If you think you give up on that person, then why do you still tear when he/she tell you how upset he/she is over you?
Why does your heart still ache when you think about the memories you've shared, & everything youve gone thru together?
Why do you still miss his/her smiles, silly faces?
Is it because you never tried giving up on that person, and you're just lying to yourself that did, or you just can't let go of the memories?

Idk why but I still miss you. Idk why but I still tear when I think how everything started and ended. The sweet nothings, the jokes, the silly faces, the quarrels, the harsh words, the cold wars. I'm sry.

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all the hurt i've put you thru, I just can't bear to put you thru it again. Everything you've done for me, I rly appreciate it. The breakfast, long g'night messages, inking, etc. Im sorry for the past.. And maybe, the future.

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it really hurts to know how close we were in the past and now we're almost strangers. How we use to confide in each other, how we always give each other advices, how we use to tease each other, how you always protect me. Meow, I miss you badly.. You're my best kor, I swear. My heart really ache when I think about how you ignore me nowadays. I miss how you used to protect me and wipe my tears for me. But you're not here anymore. I know I did something wrong. But i really don't know what. I'm sorry.

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fml. Badly.

# 19

2010-02-13T09:43:00.006+08:00

Feb 6, Saturday; Simei w/ May, Qingwen, Carmen, Mary > Mary's Condo > Playground near Qingwen's place > Home @ 10 +

Feb 8 Monday; Schl > Slack w/ Nic etc > Home

Feb 9, Tuesday; Schl > Stayed back to do test > Slacked w/ Michelle, May @ Schl > Mac for dinner w/ Clique, Michelle, Anthony, Wenrui, Justin, Adison. Food war ^^> Train to tm w/ Wr, Adison, Zl & Elle > T1 to shop w/ Mummy & Elle > Home @ 10 +

Feb 10, Wednesday; Schl > Slacked @ Bball court > Home @ 6 +

Feb 11, Thursday; Schl > Kfc w/ Clique, Elle > May's place w/ her, elle & qw. > Slacked under May's block w/ Martin > May's place > Went inter w/ Martin > Met bro & Christina at inter > Home @ 10 plus

Feb 12 Friday; Schl > oppo school > martin's place w/ him, nic, lifang & xbrandon > mac > brandon's place > home > parkway w/ parents.

# 18

2010-02-11T21:20:00.002+08:00

UPDATE SOON !

busy xD

# 17

2010-02-06T14:34:00.003+08:00

Thursday - Hyper in schl :) Keep going around blowing people ears. xD After school, went over to May's place with Clique, except zhijia. Ate, did a lil of proj, slacked, watch dvds. had fun ^^ went mac around 8 + with Zhiling, May, Qingwen. Ate, saw Calvin ! ^^ Chatted for awhile, went back may's house with her & qw. slacked for awhile, cab home with Qingwen. Homed @ 10 :D

Friday&Today - Skipped schl on fri. Rot. Gna go have dinner w/ sister later :)

I miss the old you, i miss how we used to chat so much.

I miss how we can send each other hundreds of message daily.

I miss how we can talk about anything & everything.

I miss how happy we used to be, together.

I miss how everything used to be.

I'm sorry, for changing everything.

- Dont ask me who i'm posting about.

# 16

2010-02-03T20:50:00.005+08:00

Boozxc , :D

Can't remember what happened last few days. Busy x.x

Schl was kinda awesome today:) After schl, met w/ Nic, Rasheed etc oppo school. Went nic's hse w/ rasheed & him, slacked. went home, after that cab to Yongxuan's place. Waiting for chelle & Justin to reach now.

Please let me get high high fever/ flu / cough / sorethroat / whatever, so i don't have to go to school T.T !!

# 15

2010-01-30T21:45:00.003+08:00

- b/c you saw me when i was invisible.

# 14

2010-01-29T23:03:00.002+08:00

Supposed to be asleep but a phone call woke me up. Oh well. :)

In a bad mood these few days, sigh.

Nothing much to post.. Mass run tomorrow. Not gonna be participating, but have to go and help mdm tong do dk what stuff._.

Bye, Fml.

# 13

2010-01-28T22:33:00.002+08:00

Met with Lf before schl > Schl > Slacked w/ Nicholas, Rasheed etc > Home > Accompanied Mummy for dinner > Met w/ Ky at stadium, walked 2 rounds while we had h2h talks , after that jogged till stadium close > Slacked at bubble tea shop, Xinyu & Jm came > Home

- people don't really need explanations and reasons to move on.

cause once you accept the truth, forget about the lies and let go , moving on is an easy thing.

# 12

2010-01-28T18:08:00.003+08:00

Screw my life.

- Tag replies. (23rd jan onwards.)

Nicholas: Haha, thanks.

Yuheng: Kay ^^

Denise: Yoh.

Lifang: You too kay. :)

Martin: Thankyou. I will de. you too uh. :]

Xbrandon: haha, kb lah. never forward le :)

Zhijia: Heartheart, :)

Jingyi: Thanks aye. :]

May, Carmen: Thanks ;D

Alicia: Im fine. :D yeap

Seha: Aww. Meet soon k.

Zhiling: Haha thanks , :D

Xbrandon: Kay :] Cheer up too .

Martin: :)

Amelia: Helloz, :D

Wenrui: yoh ! ^^

# 11

2010-01-27T20:47:00.002+08:00

can't rly remember much about the past few days ;

school was alright, slacked with Rasheed, Nicholas, brandon, lifang, martin after schl mostly..

Today - Met with Martin & Nicholas before schl. Walked to school, studied, etc. After schl, went ntuc buy stuffs w/ Nicholas, xbrandon & lifang. had 2 white bread and 1 bottle of plain water for lunch. Diet is horrible x.x After tt, went Martin's hse wait for him. Rasheed came also. Slacked, teach Alan do homework :D and played with him. he's damn cute ^^

slacked till 6 + , xbrandon & nic sent me and lifang home. :)

Accompanied mummy for dinner after that slacked w/ Chelle, Kyron, Xinyu awhile. Studied, went home.

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sometimes its not about whether you want to give up or not.

sometimes you must give up and you have to give up.

sometimes you cant control your feelings.

sometimes you cant forget about all the broken promises and lies.

sometimes you cant give a second chance ; a third chance.

sometimes you just cant let go of the past.

sometimes you just cant trust and believe anymore.

sometimes, things just won't be the same again.

# 10

2010-01-23T09:01:00.004+08:00

也许我的伪装不够好；

可能我早就被你打败，其实你已悄悄的变成我的最爱。

nothing's worth it.

# 9

2010-01-21T21:43:00.002+08:00

cant rly rmb where i went on tues ;o ,

Wednesday's, Schl > Martin's hse > Rasheed & Nic came > Slacked > Home .

Today's, Met w/ Lifang first > Schl > Accompanied Martin awhile > Home > Jialin's place > Nic's place > Home .

- Explain the unexplainable .

# 8

2010-01-18T21:25:00.004+08:00

Sunday's, Met with Martin & Rasheed at inter around 3 > Mandric's place > Tm with Mandric, Rasheed. Nicholas came along aswell. > Bedok inter, Hilltop garden w/ Nicholas, Martin ,Rasheed. > Home.

Today's, Schl > CGH w/ May, Rasheed, Nicholas > Bedok inter w/ Rasheed, Nicholas > Went home to study & tv for awhile > 7 + went down to slack awhile w/ Rasheed & Nicholas again > Home. :)

Rly upset for the past few days, much thanks to rasheed, nic & may for cheering me up. :)

- Sometimes it's rly tiring to hear the same lies over and over again.

I don't believe you anymore. I rly dont.

# 7

2010-01-17T23:06:00.004+08:00

Broken.

you shattered my trust for you.

you build me up & you break me down ; you made me believe in it and shatter everything.

# 6

2010-01-17T11:50:00.001+08:00

Disappointment.

Maybe the promise meant nothing at all t you.

# 5

2010-01-17T11:10:00.002+08:00

Tag replies : -oldest to newest :)-

Yuheng: Thanks for the link & bday wish! :D

Chelle: haha, kay. Luv.

Carmen: Thanks <3!

xBrandon: Wrong lah! Alamak. Anyway, ty. Haha.

Lifang: Yoh! :D

Seha: Sorry besty! Linked. :)

Jialin: Haha! Me love you. :)

Andres: Dun bully la, T.T

Yongxuan: KB LAH. HAHA. kk thx for introing. Hahaha. xiexie! :D

Carmen, Xinmin, Justin, Kaijun, Qunxiang, Zhiling, Yuheng, Denise.W: THANKS ALL! ^^

Happy belated birthday (16th) to me & Ruiheng :D

Happy birthday to Adison & Wanzhen! (17th) :D

Yesterday,

Went to may's hse arnd 3 + > Slacked, waited for Qingwen & carmen to finish their badminton > Slacked > E hub @ 7 + > Watched Jump w/ them, zhiling, martin, nicholas & rasheed > super dog > pasir ris beach, :) > bus to inter w/ Nicholas, rasheed > home at 12 +.

# 4

2010-01-15T21:15:00.005+08:00

Am turning 14 in a few hrs time, :D.

Thanks Andres, Wenrui, Ruiheng, Matthew, Yongxuan, Xinyu for the advance birthday gifts! :)

Forgot where i went on tues & wed ><

Thursday, slacked @ schl bball court w/ Martin, Nicholas, Lifang, Xbrandon, Qunxiang after school. > Home > Yongxuan's place with Yongxuan, Chelle, Justin, & Xinyu. > Home.

Friday, Schl > Martin's place, w/ Martin, Nicholas, Lifang, Xbrandon, Leonard etc. Zhijia & May came while some left. > Mac > Home > Yongxuan's place w/ Yongxuan, Chelle, and her boyfr. > Bedok Cc to meet Wr. > Home. :)

- Let go when you're hurting too much, give up when love isn't enough, move on when things are not like before.

# 3

2010-01-13T05:25:00.000+08:00

POST TMR. <:

彻底的放手? :/

# 2

2010-01-11T18:57:00.000+08:00

Am bored now.

got nagged by alot of people today cus i ......blah. ):

After lessons, slacked w/ May & Zhijia in school > Met Mt outside schl > Home > Met Chelle, Yongxuan & Xy > 62 > Home

' don't know why we all hang on to something we know we're better off letting go. it's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have. some of us say we'd rather have that something than absolutely nothing, but the truth is, to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.'

# 1

2010-01-10T10:45:00.001+08:00

Deleted all past post, gonna make this blog public :)

Linked most people.

I feel so horrible nw, down w/ flu x.x

Bye , gonna rest (:

I'm sorry for everything i've done ;