# 15

- b/c you saw me when i was invisible.

# 14

Supposed to be asleep but a phone call woke me up. Oh well. :)

In a bad mood these few days, sigh.

Nothing much to post.. Mass run tomorrow. Not gonna be participating, but have to go and help mdm tong do dk what stuff._.

Bye, Fml.

# 13

Met with Lf before schl > Schl > Slacked w/ Nicholas, Rasheed etc > Home > Accompanied Mummy for dinner > Met w/ Ky at stadium, walked 2 rounds while we had h2h talks , after that jogged till stadium close > Slacked at bubble tea shop, Xinyu & Jm came > Home

- people don't really need explanations and reasons to move on.

cause once you accept the truth, forget about the lies and let go , moving on is an easy thing.

# 12

Screw my life.

- Tag replies. (23rd jan onwards.)

Nicholas: Haha, thanks.

Yuheng: Kay ^^

Denise: Yoh.

Lifang: You too kay. :)

Martin: Thankyou. I will de. you too uh. :]

Xbrandon: haha, kb lah. never forward le :)

Zhijia: Heartheart, :)

Jingyi: Thanks aye. :]

May, Carmen: Thanks ;D

Alicia: Im fine. :D yeap

Seha: Aww. Meet soon k.

Zhiling: Haha thanks , :D

Xbrandon: Kay :] Cheer up too .

Martin: :)

Amelia: Helloz, :D

Wenrui: yoh ! ^^

# 11

can't rly remember much about the past few days ;

school was alright, slacked with Rasheed, Nicholas, brandon, lifang, martin after schl mostly..

Today - Met with Martin & Nicholas before schl. Walked to school, studied, etc. After schl, went ntuc buy stuffs w/ Nicholas, xbrandon & lifang. had 2 white bread and 1 bottle of plain water for lunch. Diet is horrible x.x After tt, went Martin's hse wait for him. Rasheed came also. Slacked, teach Alan do homework :D and played with him. he's damn cute ^^

slacked till 6 + , xbrandon & nic sent me and lifang home. :)

Accompanied mummy for dinner after that slacked w/ Chelle, Kyron, Xinyu awhile. Studied, went home.

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sometimes its not about whether you want to give up or not.

sometimes you must give up and you have to give up.

sometimes you cant control your feelings.

sometimes you cant forget about all the broken promises and lies.

sometimes you cant give a second chance ; a third chance.

sometimes you just cant let go of the past.

sometimes you just cant trust and believe anymore.

sometimes, things just won't be the same again.

# 10

也许我的伪装不够好；

可能我早就被你打败，其实你已悄悄的变成我的最爱 。

nothing's worth it.

# 9

cant rly rmb where i went on tues ;o ,

Wednesday's, Schl > Martin's hse > Rasheed & Nic came > Slacked > Home .

Today's, Met w/ Lifang first > Schl > Accompanied Martin awhile > Home > Jialin's place > Nic's place > Home .

- Explain the unexplainable .

# 8

Sunday's, Met with Martin & Rasheed at inter around 3 > Mandric's place > Tm with Mandric, Rasheed. Nicholas came along aswell. > Bedok inter, Hilltop garden w/ Nicholas, Martin ,Rasheed. > Home.

Today's, Schl > CGH w/ May, Rasheed, Nicholas > Bedok inter w/ Rasheed, Nicholas > Went home to study & tv for awhile > 7 + went down to slack awhile w/ Rasheed & Nicholas again > Home. :)

Rly upset for the past few days, much thanks to rasheed, nic & may for cheering me up. :)

- Sometimes it's rly tiring to hear the same lies over and over again.

I don't believe you anymore. I rly dont.

# 7

Broken.

you shattered my trust for you.

you build me up & you break me down ; you made me believe in it and shatter everything.

# 6

Disappointment.

Maybe the promise meant nothing at all t you.

# 5

Tag replies : -oldest to newest :)-

Yuheng: Thanks for the link & bday wish! :D

Chelle: haha, kay. Luv.

Carmen: Thanks <3!

xBrandon: Wrong lah! Alamak. Anyway, ty. Haha.

Lifang: Yoh! :D

Seha: Sorry besty! Linked. :)

Jialin: Haha! Me love you. :)

Andres: Dun bully la, T.T

Yongxuan: KB LAH. HAHA. kk thx for introing. Hahaha. xiexie! :D

Carmen, Xinmin, Justin, Kaijun, Qunxiang, Zhiling, Yuheng, Denise.W: THANKS ALL! ^^

Happy belated birthday (16th) to me & Ruiheng :D

Happy birthday to Adison & Wanzhen! (17th) :D

Yesterday,

Went to may's hse arnd 3 + > Slacked, waited for Qingwen & carmen to finish their badminton > Slacked > E hub @ 7 + > Watched Jump w/ them, zhiling, martin, nicholas & rasheed > super dog > pasir ris beach, :) > bus to inter w/ Nicholas, rasheed > home at 12 +.

# 4

Am turning 14 in a few hrs time, :D.

Thanks Andres, Wenrui, Ruiheng, Matthew, Yongxuan, Xinyu for the advance birthday gifts! :)

Forgot where i went on tues & wed ><

Thursday, slacked @ schl bball court w/ Martin, Nicholas, Lifang, Xbrandon, Qunxiang after school. > Home > Yongxuan's place with Yongxuan, Chelle, Justin, & Xinyu. > Home.

Friday, Schl > Martin's place, w/ Martin, Nicholas, Lifang, Xbrandon, Leonard etc. Zhijia & May came while some left. > Mac > Home > Yongxuan's place w/ Yongxuan, Chelle, and her boyfr. > Bedok Cc to meet Wr. > Home. :)

- Let go when you're hurting too much, give up when love isn't enough, move on when things are not like before.

# 3

POST TMR. <:

彻底的放手? :/

# 2

Am bored now.

got nagged by alot of people today cus i ......blah. ):

After lessons, slacked w/ May & Zhijia in school > Met Mt outside schl > Home > Met Chelle, Yongxuan & Xy > 62 > Home

' don't know why we all hang on to something we know we're better off letting go. it's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have. some of us say we'd rather have that something than absolutely nothing, but the truth is, to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.'

# 1

Deleted all past post, gonna make this blog public :)

Linked most people.

I feel so horrible nw, down w/ flu x.x

Bye , gonna rest (:

I'm sorry for everything i've done ;